I'm...wierdly confused...

Hey... I'm not sure I grasp my surroundings
Hehe I'm a total wreck =)
anyway there isn't much point of this entry =..

Todeh =]

Hehe!! Today was great...
I don't know what happened I feel empty...
I feel tricked...
I feel screwed over...
I feel normal
Hahahaha today was okay infact
I noticed something important
It's a secret between myself and me...
No one is gonna ever find out... No one actually knows
I don't care even though it's quite important...
It's not important... but like I say... people give FUCK all about my problems...

My blog fer yesserday =)

Ihay
Ow'rehay ouya eoplpay?
Hehe I'm learning pig latin and NOT just being queer =)
Anyway... Day was Ok until Re now it's not because I hate Re...
I have to sit between too awesome people...
I hate them so much ='(
Lauren and Amanda [NOTE, due to privacy no last names are given, I'm nice like that...]
Amanda was flicking me silly little bitch!!!!!!!
and Lauren has to be the MOST VAIN person I've EVER met!!!!!
She's:
An incredible Ignoramus...(Ignorant and FUCK)
Thinks her stupidity is awesome... It's not
Thinks she's absolutely beautiful people would have to be Blind to think that!!
Hates everyone who doesn't worship the slutty ground she walks on...
Amanda is the most pissy-offy person I've ever met...
She's:
A person who thinks ever should love her, infac we HATE her
Someone that walks all over you... I know what that feels like
A orewhay...
That day I hate my FUCKING life!

6/6/6

Bonjour!
Ca va mes copains? =)
99 Red balloons floating in the summers sky =) I love that song
Anyway, life was great until the fifth period... =(
Tech again, hannah and dani again, slit your wrists again...
French... slit your wrists again do you still like adele again?
I hate Hannah so FUCKING much!!!!!!!!!!
She pisses me off no-end and A MAN da was annoying too...
Why the FUCK would I want to steal her Barbie ruler?!
I threw it into the tech machines not into my bag whatta moron... =(
God today has been stressful
Life seems so hard! I know others have got it worse but I'm getting accustomed to the name calling, and bastardising... I know it's not right...
I hate them so much... =(

Bored...

God, I'm SO fucking bored... I have nothing todo and I have a headache ='(
I'm also vairy tired, I only gots tew hours last night!!! =( buts anyway

I have nothing to do,
I'm listening to Can I Sit Next to you Girl - AC*DC

Heeeellllooooo

Hi, how're you? I hope y'all great =)
Anyway,
School sucked, it sucked, it sucked depressingly muchas!
HOWEVER, that was only until last two periods,
I had Tech... not just any tech, Resistant Materials...
We had to use Stanley knives... you may have guessed...
Danielle and Hannah were saying that I'd probably 'Slit my wrists'
with it... eventhough I havn't ever done that part... I hate them two
so much!!! =( then they were saying I'd been talking about Danielle
in PSE... I hadn't... =( which brings me to the last lesson, thank Jesus Christ.
It was PE... I never bring my kit... I never get done anyway so theres no point.. I was stanidng in the court talking to thomas, and Paul and Luke come up to me and start mouthing off at me calling me a fucking stupid idiot that I selfharmED and they were asking to show my scars... I was defending myself and eventually he shut up them tom said my scars were showing and I just told him that I wasn't going to hide them, I just wasn't going to draw attention to them... I don't go around saying I selfharm, I don't wanna be quizzed over it either, It's my life and however I choose to live it it's my choice, I've stopped now but I don't think other people have the rights to mouth off at me for MY choices!!

Update...

Hmmm, yeah, time to update myspace methinks.. 
So I'll do that now =)
yushels, anyway I'm pretty bitchy and annoy today/this morning...
Yeah life sucks right now.. time to stay strong eh?
*slapsa Selfs*
Gaaah my mind is fucked up today aswell
ooh (Don't Fear) the reaper, I love that song :D "The seasons don't far the reaper... I think I may be hyper too...

Ooh Gottsa to go update

Toodles =)
Love Teh *Amzifule* Joelie