Hahaha I'm gonna post pet hates =]
Being ordered to do stuff, cracked paint, burnt pans, gates being left open, stubbing my toe, banging my knee, banging my head unexplained bruises, cuts, rashes, thinking about complicated stuff, maths, being bored, virus, add ware, spy ware, the blue screen of death, computer crashes, faulty computers, slow computers, stray dogs, my hair getting in my face, wet hair, greasy hair, litter, dirty tables at McDonalds, burger king and school ect, idiots, people talking to me when I'm on brb, falling asleep, spots on other people, drool, when I die on games, when I run out of time on games, when pages are ripped out of books, when I can't think of what to write, when people look at me, tests, maths tests, math games, math teachers, When I forget about things, people talking at me like I'm 5, people talking to me in real life when I've not had much sleep, techno music, the bird swarking relentlessly, techno music, people who fancy 50 Cent
-_- probably lots more -_-
Saturday, 30 December 2006
Hâllo
Hâllo, oui, bonjour, mme. et m. bienvenue =]
Hahaha I'm happy =]
Just watched Beauty and the Beast, it sounds better in French though =..
La Belle et la Bête.
I think BATB is the best Disney film ever, it's so sweet =]
I hope people don't ever read too deeply into this film -_-
It's obviously just a sweet love story.
I hate Gaston -_-
I also just found out the horse is called Phillippe, LaFou means The Fool, Bele obviously means Beauty, every one should know that
Anyway bored now going on sims2
Buh-Bye
Hahaha I'm happy =]
Just watched Beauty and the Beast, it sounds better in French though =..
La Belle et la Bête.
I think BATB is the best Disney film ever, it's so sweet =]
I hope people don't ever read too deeply into this film -_-
It's obviously just a sweet love story.
I hate Gaston -_-
I also just found out the horse is called Phillippe, LaFou means The Fool, Bele obviously means Beauty, every one should know that
Anyway bored now going on sims2
Buh-Bye
Tuesday, 26 December 2006
Can't sleep, Clown will eat me
"Children! Behave!" Thats what they say when we're together... "And watch how you play!"
I'm kind-of tired but I can't sleep and I'm listening to 'I Think We're Alone Now' by Tiffany, of-course the Click-5 version is in there too =]
This song is so sweet, it reminds me of Natalie =]
God I love her so much, just wish she'd realise how much I appreciate her
I'm the luckiest guy alive, like ever, life is so fucking great right now =]
Last year christmas sucked, I was drowning in misery and I was all alone in a sea of fakes...
But, this year is totally different!
I don't remember being so happy, I have a girlfriend who is most beautiful, most intelligent, most poetic, most interesting person EVER!!
I mean everyword of what I say about her, theres never been a moment I've ever doubted me and her, apart from the part she called me a twat, but thats history, cause I know that I'm so totally smitten with her, and I know she loves me too!!!!!!!
I love 5:00am, I can think quite well, and I know that I'll just put whatever pops into my brain, what I feel in my heart, my doubts and what I'm sure about.
I'm totally bumming over my hair, it really looks good, I think so anyway.
I'm totally looking for the second day of 2007, a fresh start, and this year hasn't been exactly fantastic, I've been pretty depressed but 2007 is gonna be diffent, I'm gonna have a much more calm, sensible outlook to life, I've decided that I'm gonna write lots of new poetry, they need to be happy though, I have to much sad poetry, so, this years for me and you Natalie my love =]
Hahaha, I know that she hates being called Natalie, but I really think that name is beauitful, and she's a beautiful person, so it fits her I think, I've only known 2 other Natalies =P
They both suuuuuuucked, but, My Nat is different, I can't describe how much I LOVE her!!!
She makes me laugh, and cry, but I wish I could hug her when she's upset, or do something, Aw, I dunno something romantic, something brilliant.
Gosh, I can't think about it, JANUARY! JANUARY! JANUARY!
I think this is probably one of my longest blogs but it's one of the best for me, every word I type out is relieving me of things I wanna say but just can't find the heart to say.
I wanna be the type of guy that people read, and see in films and books even if I'm not that good, theres always hope, but I'm really content with Nat, I wish that I wasn't just a kid, I've decided that as soon as I get the money and oppurtunity to do so I'm moving to Ireland, for perminant, cause I can't bear to be away from Nat any longer, but each day I wake up, or every midnight that passes I know it's just one less day before I can be with her forever!
I can't wait, it's only just over four years! Then I'll be free to do as I please.
I'm going through college and then working through my gap-year, I was going to go travelling but, I'd rather work and that'd cut the time it takes me to move to Ireland.
Haha, I can't wait to meet her family, heysound like a great bunch of people =]
I have only one wish, though, but no matter how much I wish for it I know that without perserverence it'll never come true, my only want is to wake up on day, then realise I'd had a bad dream, and that I was't really here, and I'd walk out of the hosue and there she'd be =]
I know that I'm yapping on and being all annoying but it's all true, but even though I'd much rather be with Natalie, I could forget my friends, they're all so amazing!
"The only bands that've come out of Ireland are Westlife and [otherbandicantrememberthenameof]"
Hahaha, what about The Pogues mah Dear?
Anyway, it's taken up a well spent hour =]
But I really ant comments, and I really want kudos for having the guts to post this!
Love, Joel
PS. I've read loads of TDOAYGAF, it's a really good book, I'm up to Tuesday, 10th August 1943, and I've just read about the normal day in the Annexe. How I'd love to be in that annexe, everything seems so emotional and, I'd love to share Anne's feelings, she is....was a really brave girl, and I wouldn't normally read the diary of a girl but, it was her wish to have it published I guess... there are parts in the diary and it seems almost...surreal?
It's as if Anne isn't real, and this never happened, but of course the Haulocost happened, and of course she was a real girl, she seemed really intellectual as well, the Germans were a foolish race of people, no...Hilter was the stupid one, poor girl, I don't really know what happened to her, not really, I have seen the film of course, but out of that I only remember 3 parts hazily, they are:
1.) Her arguments with Dussel
2.) When she wakes Margot up to say she had her first period
3.) The German police breaking into the Annexe
And this is all I remember...
"I hope I will be able to confide everything to you, as I have never been able to confide in anyone, and I hope you will be a great source of comfort and support."
PSS. I just found myself taking 5 minutes finding my version of Anne Frank... pfft...!
BTW. Natalie I found you version of the book...
I'm kind-of tired but I can't sleep and I'm listening to 'I Think We're Alone Now' by Tiffany, of-course the Click-5 version is in there too =]
This song is so sweet, it reminds me of Natalie =]
God I love her so much, just wish she'd realise how much I appreciate her
I'm the luckiest guy alive, like ever, life is so fucking great right now =]
Last year christmas sucked, I was drowning in misery and I was all alone in a sea of fakes...
But, this year is totally different!
I don't remember being so happy, I have a girlfriend who is most beautiful, most intelligent, most poetic, most interesting person EVER!!
I mean everyword of what I say about her, theres never been a moment I've ever doubted me and her, apart from the part she called me a twat, but thats history, cause I know that I'm so totally smitten with her, and I know she loves me too!!!!!!!
I love 5:00am, I can think quite well, and I know that I'll just put whatever pops into my brain, what I feel in my heart, my doubts and what I'm sure about.
I'm totally bumming over my hair, it really looks good, I think so anyway.
I'm totally looking for the second day of 2007, a fresh start, and this year hasn't been exactly fantastic, I've been pretty depressed but 2007 is gonna be diffent, I'm gonna have a much more calm, sensible outlook to life, I've decided that I'm gonna write lots of new poetry, they need to be happy though, I have to much sad poetry, so, this years for me and you Natalie my love =]
Hahaha, I know that she hates being called Natalie, but I really think that name is beauitful, and she's a beautiful person, so it fits her I think, I've only known 2 other Natalies =P
They both suuuuuuucked, but, My Nat is different, I can't describe how much I LOVE her!!!
She makes me laugh, and cry, but I wish I could hug her when she's upset, or do something, Aw, I dunno something romantic, something brilliant.
Gosh, I can't think about it, JANUARY! JANUARY! JANUARY!
I think this is probably one of my longest blogs but it's one of the best for me, every word I type out is relieving me of things I wanna say but just can't find the heart to say.
I wanna be the type of guy that people read, and see in films and books even if I'm not that good, theres always hope, but I'm really content with Nat, I wish that I wasn't just a kid, I've decided that as soon as I get the money and oppurtunity to do so I'm moving to Ireland, for perminant, cause I can't bear to be away from Nat any longer, but each day I wake up, or every midnight that passes I know it's just one less day before I can be with her forever!
I can't wait, it's only just over four years! Then I'll be free to do as I please.
I'm going through college and then working through my gap-year, I was going to go travelling but, I'd rather work and that'd cut the time it takes me to move to Ireland.
Haha, I can't wait to meet her family, heysound like a great bunch of people =]
I have only one wish, though, but no matter how much I wish for it I know that without perserverence it'll never come true, my only want is to wake up on day, then realise I'd had a bad dream, and that I was't really here, and I'd walk out of the hosue and there she'd be =]
I know that I'm yapping on and being all annoying but it's all true, but even though I'd much rather be with Natalie, I could forget my friends, they're all so amazing!
"The only bands that've come out of Ireland are Westlife and [otherbandicantrememberthenameof]"
Hahaha, what about The Pogues mah Dear?
Anyway, it's taken up a well spent hour =]
But I really ant comments, and I really want kudos for having the guts to post this!
Love, Joel
PS. I've read loads of TDOAYGAF, it's a really good book, I'm up to Tuesday, 10th August 1943, and I've just read about the normal day in the Annexe. How I'd love to be in that annexe, everything seems so emotional and, I'd love to share Anne's feelings, she is....was a really brave girl, and I wouldn't normally read the diary of a girl but, it was her wish to have it published I guess... there are parts in the diary and it seems almost...surreal?
It's as if Anne isn't real, and this never happened, but of course the Haulocost happened, and of course she was a real girl, she seemed really intellectual as well, the Germans were a foolish race of people, no...Hilter was the stupid one, poor girl, I don't really know what happened to her, not really, I have seen the film of course, but out of that I only remember 3 parts hazily, they are:
1.) Her arguments with Dussel
2.) When she wakes Margot up to say she had her first period
3.) The German police breaking into the Annexe
And this is all I remember...
"I hope I will be able to confide everything to you, as I have never been able to confide in anyone, and I hope you will be a great source of comfort and support."
PSS. I just found myself taking 5 minutes finding my version of Anne Frank... pfft...!
BTW. Natalie I found you version of the book...
Saturday, 23 December 2006
Monday, 18 December 2006
Saturday, 9 December 2006
Nosferatu
It's Half 7, and I'm bored and I've just watched Nosferatu eine Symphonie des Grauens.
It wasn't the best...
I wasn't scared at all! =[
I think that the ending was slightly random...
Nosferatu moved cool and the seen where he goes up them stairs!
I must have seen that part like 10 times, it was so well done that portion.
It wasn't bad to say it was made in 1922...
But the character names freaking sucked
I mean Thomas Huller instead of Jonathon?!
And Ellen instead of Mina!
But I understand why they had to change the names though...
It's okay though.
"The master is dead...!"
It wasn't the best...
I wasn't scared at all! =[
I think that the ending was slightly random...
Nosferatu moved cool and the seen where he goes up them stairs!
I must have seen that part like 10 times, it was so well done that portion.
It wasn't bad to say it was made in 1922...
But the character names freaking sucked
I mean Thomas Huller instead of Jonathon?!
And Ellen instead of Mina!
But I understand why they had to change the names though...
It's okay though.
"The master is dead...!"
My desicion
Yeah, I'm sat here in the dark just thinking for countless hours and I'm listening to this song over and over.
I've come to a very important decision...
I fucking love her so much...
I don't actually know how to put my emotions for her into words...
Whenever I talk to her, I can't help but have an overwhelming feeling of...
Its not an emotion more of a gut feeling, that she's the one...
I can't help but pray that she was here with me.
When she's upset, I feel so deep into despair, and when she's happy I'm totally ecstatic...
I never was able to keep my emotions in check and now they're all over.
She is the most beautiful person I've seen, both physical and mentally...
I know that no matter home much I pray, whatever I know she'll not just get here...
But that's okay, cause as long as I'm with her I feel I can do anything.
I'd gladly die for this person, It makes me laugh, she thinks she loves me more, but she has no idea...
And now that I'm alone, I can't fucking sleep... I've totally lost my willpower and motivation.
Whenever she's not around I feel overwhelmed with depression and I know that as soon as her screen-name comes up, I'm happy.
To be truthful it's extraordinary, no-one has ever made me feel so happy.
Apart for a few other people she's the only reason I go on msn...
God, no-one has any idea what I'd give to be with her......I don't know what I'd do without, I know I couldn't live without her radiant personality.
We've been through a lot together, and each time the sun rises, I love her more.
I know this probably sounds stupid, but it's all true, I so fucking grateful to them two people...even though I don't get on with one of them, I really do thank the with my whole heart, because without the two people I wouldn't have ever met her...
Just thinking about life without her fills me with dread...
I can truly say that I'm the luckiest person alive.
And I fucking love her so much it hurts...
And my decision is that no matter what happens between us.
I'm determined not to screw up this.
I can't wait until January…
Thursday, 7 December 2006
Cartoon Network Song
Lmao, I was just watching the CNS and it's hillaurious!
Trucker: So, where do you get the hair from?
Amy: My Roots...
Scene 2
Trucker: Your so cute I could eat you!
Amy: Whoa! Now thats just freaky!
*Amy backs away worriedly*
Amy Lee is just SO cute!!!
Sigh...I could just eat her up...
Trucker: So, where do you get the hair from?
Amy: My Roots...
Scene 2
Trucker: Your so cute I could eat you!
Amy: Whoa! Now thats just freaky!
*Amy backs away worriedly*
Amy Lee is just SO cute!!!
Sigh...I could just eat her up...
Wednesday, 6 December 2006
Ugggghh
Hey,
God I don't feel well =[
'You poor, sweet, innocent thing'
I love this song, sad meaning though...
my eyes kill =]
God I don't feel well =[
'You poor, sweet, innocent thing'
I love this song, sad meaning though...
my eyes kill =]
Saturday, 2 December 2006
New Poetry
Lithium
The summers light
It has been devoured by the fall
And these thick black clouds
The are crying acid tears
Chorus:
So dose me up on Lithium
'Cause I can't stand it anymore
Give me my overdose of Lithium
My favourite drug
The days are much more colder
Without your radiant smile
And now I've lost your gentle touch
Chorus
My mind is vaccant and useless
No way to find my love
Among the deep dark waters
And up in the castles of the skies
Chorus
Now...I won't ask once more
Give me my lithium
My overdose...
Of Lithium...
[REPEAT]
© J.Cartwright 2006
I wrote that song at the bus, along with the first verson My Emo Cloud [unfinished]
tell me what yoo think guys =]
The summers light
It has been devoured by the fall
And these thick black clouds
The are crying acid tears
Chorus:
So dose me up on Lithium
'Cause I can't stand it anymore
Give me my overdose of Lithium
My favourite drug
The days are much more colder
Without your radiant smile
And now I've lost your gentle touch
Chorus
My mind is vaccant and useless
No way to find my love
Among the deep dark waters
And up in the castles of the skies
Chorus
Now...I won't ask once more
Give me my lithium
My overdose...
Of Lithium...
[REPEAT]
© J.Cartwright 2006
I wrote that song at the bus, along with the first verson My Emo Cloud [unfinished]
tell me what yoo think guys =]
Friday, 1 December 2006
Dinner!
Today was f**king HILLAURIOUS!
Mia and Misa can testify.
1.) At dinner Leah came and sat wih us, we were all like *Ack!*
2.) God! It's like Niagra Falls sometimes ain't it just Mia?
3.) Misa was hiding her yogurt thingy when the top fell off, and Leah really went Pycho on eveyone
4.) I goes: "Leah will you go out with Fraiser?" and she went sick
and last but NOT least 5.) The race to sit next to Mia!
Mia and Misa can testify.
1.) At dinner Leah came and sat wih us, we were all like *Ack!*
2.) God! It's like Niagra Falls sometimes ain't it just Mia?
3.) Misa was hiding her yogurt thingy when the top fell off, and Leah really went Pycho on eveyone
4.) I goes: "Leah will you go out with Fraiser?" and she went sick
and last but NOT least 5.) The race to sit next to Mia!
Monday, 27 November 2006
Tuesday, 11 July 2006
Yawn
I'm so so so so SO tired! I've had like little 3 hours sleep =( *yawns* and seeing as I'm up at 6:00 might aswell have a few cups of coffee =)
Yeah anyway I'm in love wih Metallica and their Black Album particulary 4 songs...:
Enter Sandman - Omg the song rocks from the bass' beat to the hard hitting vocals and 'Lord's Prayer' chorus!! ♥
Holier Than Thou - I just like the lyrics and name pfft...
The Unforgiven - The guitar riffs are awesome
The God That Failed - Lyrics are pretty cool!
Yeah anyway I'm in love wih Metallica and their Black Album particulary 4 songs...:
Enter Sandman - Omg the song rocks from the bass' beat to the hard hitting vocals and 'Lord's Prayer' chorus!! ♥
Holier Than Thou - I just like the lyrics and name pfft...
The Unforgiven - The guitar riffs are awesome
The God That Failed - Lyrics are pretty cool!
Monday, 10 July 2006
omj
I'm like doing a 48 hours! & thats cause I'm queer... in the Nat queer sense... =) and In this 48 hours... I wilt succeed in doing - infiltrate goverment computers... and annoying my fucking bitch of a mother =) && as me and nat found out when I started insulting the Cafateria OLD FAT BITCH!I'm a fucking twat =) & I'M PROUD... I'm obbssessed with two many songs... these being...:
I Will Follow You Into The Dark - NUMBER ONE! LISTEN TO/WATCH VIDEO! OR I'LL FUCKING SLIT YOUR THROATS! lmao jus' jokin...
Buh... fucking love it.
Ohio is for Lovers - was gonna watch the video buh...there was kids and kids are bad... vairy bad so I thought "What a fucking waste... I could be doing much other stuff than watch this shit!"
annnd The Carpenter - Sure it's an old song. but I like it...it's freaking hawt! And that old man.... I meant TARJA! Sure she's not as hot in this vid,, buh she's farking hawt! Man she is teh sex... along with Amy Lee... and other people ;) buh geez...
I'm on my fifth latte... and I'm fucking HYPER and I have a headache which won't go away !!! *facepalm...*
And THAT WHORE?! Don't get me fucking started on that tall, lanky bitch! The next time she insults someone I care about or my friend I'll freaking facepalm her... I have new pics. Made it this morning ooh... I have THREE buh won't upload fucking stupid MYSPACE! *facepalm*
If you actually read this part... good on ya! Go get a cookie *pats on head* welldone!
I Will Follow You Into The Dark - NUMBER ONE! LISTEN TO/WATCH VIDEO! OR I'LL FUCKING SLIT YOUR THROATS! lmao jus' jokin...
Buh... fucking love it.
Ohio is for Lovers - was gonna watch the video buh...there was kids and kids are bad... vairy bad so I thought "What a fucking waste... I could be doing much other stuff than watch this shit!"
annnd The Carpenter - Sure it's an old song. but I like it...it's freaking hawt! And that old man.... I meant TARJA! Sure she's not as hot in this vid,, buh she's farking hawt! Man she is teh sex... along with Amy Lee... and other people ;) buh geez...
I'm on my fifth latte... and I'm fucking HYPER and I have a headache which won't go away !!! *facepalm...*
And THAT WHORE?! Don't get me fucking started on that tall, lanky bitch! The next time she insults someone I care about or my friend I'll freaking facepalm her... I have new pics. Made it this morning ooh... I have THREE buh won't upload fucking stupid MYSPACE! *facepalm*
If you actually read this part... good on ya! Go get a cookie *pats on head* welldone!
Friday, 30 June 2006
Tuesday, 27 June 2006
...Oh God...
God, I have a French test today.... =(
I'm gonna fucking fail... ='(
And it's important...I'm taking the GCSE for it in Year 9...
I'm gonna fucking fail... ='(
And it's important...I'm taking the GCSE for it in Year 9...
History
Hiya all, I really hate History... =(
I don't like this topic, we're watching this DVD called;
Roots, and during it I just felt sick all of-a-sudden,
I can't well... I can but I just suddenly got all cold and
goosepimply... I hate that DVD, It's just so horrible,
and it makes me ashamed to be European,
Our continent's History is so horrible...
I don't like this topic, we're watching this DVD called;
Roots, and during it I just felt sick all of-a-sudden,
I can't well... I can but I just suddenly got all cold and
goosepimply... I hate that DVD, It's just so horrible,
and it makes me ashamed to be European,
Our continent's History is so horrible...
Friday, 23 June 2006
Morbidia
I'm feeling quite morbid this morning, I had a wierd dream lol
Well I was stood in a circle and suddenly this fire engulfed the ground
and the flame was cold but it seemed to like be crying and the the flame
disappeared. Then it changed to where I was walking along a dark corridor
when suddenly a bright light flashed and blinded me almost but you could see
someone at the end of the corridor so I walks toward them but I'm pushed
back by a supernatural wind and then the ground opens up and just swallows
me and I fall into nothingness It was pretty cool =)
Well I was stood in a circle and suddenly this fire engulfed the ground
and the flame was cold but it seemed to like be crying and the the flame
disappeared. Then it changed to where I was walking along a dark corridor
when suddenly a bright light flashed and blinded me almost but you could see
someone at the end of the corridor so I walks toward them but I'm pushed
back by a supernatural wind and then the ground opens up and just swallows
me and I fall into nothingness It was pretty cool =)
Monday, 19 June 2006
Piccehs
I have new pics =)
Around 8 with mah Atticus hat bitch,
I'm tired and my throat hurts and my eyes are relleh sore
='(
Anyway... school was okay today =)
I didn't really talk to anyone really, I just mainly stuck around Laura, Mia, Lottie and Naomi/Kerry. Aahahaha!!!!!!!!! I hate 'her' or more known 'them' Mu Hu Ha Ha!
Ooh Mia gots me this cool chain it's like this demon thingy with a snake xD It rocks but my camera isn't picking it up *breaks phone even more*
Anyway, comments peeps!
Peace out
Loff
Your
Friendly
Neighbourhood
Joelie.
Around 8 with mah Atticus hat bitch,
I'm tired and my throat hurts and my eyes are relleh sore
='(
Anyway... school was okay today =)
I didn't really talk to anyone really, I just mainly stuck around Laura, Mia, Lottie and Naomi/Kerry. Aahahaha!!!!!!!!! I hate 'her' or more known 'them' Mu Hu Ha Ha!
Ooh Mia gots me this cool chain it's like this demon thingy with a snake xD It rocks but my camera isn't picking it up *breaks phone even more*
Anyway, comments peeps!
Peace out
Loff
Your
Friendly
Neighbourhood
Joelie.
Saturday, 17 June 2006
Boredem
Hey people =)
How're yew today?
anyway...
I feel sad for some strange inexplainable reason
I think that I could be a hell-of-alot nicer eh?
Stop being so self centered as-well
Lol!
Anyway today has been spent most of the morning in bed
At least I'm not shattered eh?
I love Evanescence... their songs are special =)
Well... to me at least!
How're yew today?
anyway...
I feel sad for some strange inexplainable reason
I think that I could be a hell-of-alot nicer eh?
Stop being so self centered as-well
Lol!
Anyway today has been spent most of the morning in bed
At least I'm not shattered eh?
I love Evanescence... their songs are special =)
Well... to me at least!
Woo
Heylo, How're you guys who actually READ my blog? xD
Anyway I hate Hawcroft, he's giving Nikkeh, Sameh and Deleh a bad report...wanktard... =(
Anyway I H.A.T.E(Horrible, Arsey, Troublecausing Eejit)
You All know or should do who I'm on about
Comments plwease =)
I loff you forever
Seriously
I'll loff you foreverly
Loff
Me
You kopw you want to
Mwhah
Anyway I hate Hawcroft, he's giving Nikkeh, Sameh and Deleh a bad report...wanktard... =(
Anyway I H.A.T.E(Horrible, Arsey, Troublecausing Eejit)
You All know or should do who I'm on about
Comments plwease =)
I loff you forever
Seriously
I'll loff you foreverly
Loff
Me
You kopw you want to
Mwhah
Thursday, 15 June 2006
G'morning
I feel like blogging random crap
the reason? Cus it's fun xD
I have sore throat and my eyes sting, my best friend maybe even be moving away forevermore =(
Buut it might not work like that,I don't like change, it happens far too much to me though, I'm bored and I miss Nat, after this is only another week though.
the reason? Cus it's fun xD
I have sore throat and my eyes sting, my best friend maybe even be moving away forevermore =(
Buut it might not work like that,I don't like change, it happens far too much to me though, I'm bored and I miss Nat, after this is only another week though.
Tuesday, 13 June 2006
Nosebleeds!
I'm having nosebleeds =(
*cries*
I feel ill, so I took photos of mahself =)
But I'm still ill =(
*cries*
I feel ill, so I took photos of mahself =)
But I'm still ill =(
Friday, 9 June 2006
I'm...wierdly confused...
Hey... I'm not sure I grasp my surroundings
Hehe I'm a total wreck =)
anyway there isn't much point of this entry =..
Hehe I'm a total wreck =)
anyway there isn't much point of this entry =..
Thursday, 8 June 2006
Todeh =]
Hehe!! Today was great...
I don't know what happened I feel empty...
I feel tricked...
I feel screwed over...
I feel normal
Hahahaha today was okay infact
I noticed something important
It's a secret between myself and me...
No one is gonna ever find out... No one actually knows
I don't care even though it's quite important...
It'snot important... but like I say... people give FUCK all about my problems...
I don't know what happened I feel empty...
I feel tricked...
I feel screwed over...
I feel normal
Hahahaha today was okay infact
I noticed something important
It's a secret between myself and me...
No one is gonna ever find out... No one actually knows
I don't care even though it's quite important...
It's
My blog fer yesserday =)
Ihay
Ow'rehay ouya eoplpay?
Hehe I'm learning pig latin and NOT just being queer =)
Anyway... Day was Ok until Re now it's not because I hate Re...
I have to sit between tooawesome people...
I hate them so much ='(
Lauren and Amanda [NOTE, due to privacy no last names are given, I'mnice like that...]
Amanda was flicking me silly little bitch!!!!!!!
and Lauren has to be the MOST VAIN person I've EVER met!!!!!
She's:
An incredible Ignoramus...(Ignorant and FUCK)
Thinks her stupidity is awesome... It's not
Thinks she's absolutely beautiful people would have to be Blind to think that!!
Hates everyone who doesn't worship the slutty ground she walks on...
Amanda is the most pissy-offy person I've ever met...
She's:
A person who thinks ever should love her, infac we HATE her
Someone that walks all over you... I know what that feels like
A orewhay...
That day I hate my FUCKING life!
Ow'rehay ouya eoplpay?
Hehe I'm learning pig latin and NOT just being queer =)
Anyway... Day was Ok until Re now it's not because I hate Re...
I have to sit between too
I hate them so much ='(
Lauren and Amanda [NOTE, due to privacy no last names are given, I'm
Amanda was flicking me silly little bitch!!!!!!!
and Lauren has to be the MOST VAIN person I've EVER met!!!!!
She's:
An incredible Ignoramus...(Ignorant and FUCK)
Thinks her stupidity is awesome... It's not
Thinks she's absolutely beautiful people would have to be Blind to think that!!
Hates everyone who doesn't worship the slutty ground she walks on...
Amanda is the most pissy-offy person I've ever met...
She's:
A person who thinks ever should love her, infac we HATE her
Someone that walks all over you... I know what that feels like
A orewhay...
That day I hate my FUCKING life!
Wednesday, 7 June 2006
6/6/6
Bonjour!
Ca va mes copains? =)
99 Red balloons floating in the summers sky =) I love that song
Anyway, life was great until the fifth period... =(
Tech again, hannah and dani again, slit your wrists again...
French... slit your wrists again do you still like adele again?
I hate Hannah so FUCKING much!!!!!!!!!!
She pisses me off no-end and A MAN da was annoying too...
Why the FUCK would I want to steal her Barbie ruler?!
I threw it into the tech machines not into my bag whatta moron... =(
God today has been stressful
Life seems so hard! I know others have got it worse but I'm getting accustomed to the name calling, and bastardising... I know it's not right...
I hate them so much... =(
Ca va mes copains? =)
99 Red balloons floating in the summers sky =) I love that song
Anyway, life was great until the fifth period... =(
Tech again, hannah and dani again, slit your wrists again...
French... slit your wrists again do you still like adele again?
I hate Hannah so FUCKING much!!!!!!!!!!
She pisses me off no-end and A MAN da was annoying too...
Why the FUCK would I want to steal her Barbie ruler?!
I threw it into the tech machines not into my bag whatta moron... =(
God today has been stressful
Life seems so hard! I know others have got it worse but I'm getting accustomed to the name calling, and bastardising... I know it's not right...
I hate them so much... =(
Tuesday, 6 June 2006
Bored...
God, I'm SO fucking bored... I have nothing todo and I have a headache ='(
I'm also vairy tired, I only gots tew hours last night!!! =( buts anyway
I have nothing to do,
I'm listening to Can I Sit Next to you Girl - AC*DC
I'm also vairy tired, I only gots tew hours last night!!! =( buts anyway
I have nothing to do,
I'm listening to Can I Sit Next to you Girl - AC*DC
Monday, 5 June 2006
Heeeellllooooo
Hi, how're you? I hope y'all great =)
Anyway,
School sucked, it sucked, it sucked depressingly muchas!
HOWEVER, that was only until last two periods,
I had Tech... not just any tech, Resistant Materials...
We had to use Stanley knives... you may have guessed...
Danielle and Hannah were saying that I'd probably 'Slit my wrists'
with it... eventhough I havn't ever done that part... I hate them two
so much!!! =( then they were saying I'd been talking about Danielle
in PSE... I hadn't... =( which brings me to the last lesson, thank Jesus Christ.
It was PE... I never bring my kit... I never get done anyway so theres no point.. I was stanidng in the court talking to thomas, and Paul and Luke come up to me and start mouthing off at me calling me a fucking stupid idiot that I selfharmED and they were asking to show my scars... I was defending myself and eventually he shut up them tom said my scars were showing and I just told him that I wasn't going to hide them, I just wasn't going to draw attention to them... I don't go around saying I selfharm, I don't wanna be quizzed over it either, It's my life and however I choose to live it it's my choice, I've stopped now but I don't think other people have the rights to mouth off at me for MY choices!!
Anyway,
School sucked, it sucked, it sucked depressingly muchas!
HOWEVER, that was only until last two periods,
I had Tech... not just any tech, Resistant Materials...
We had to use Stanley knives... you may have guessed...
Danielle and Hannah were saying that I'd probably 'Slit my wrists'
with it... eventhough I havn't ever done that part... I hate them two
so much!!! =( then they were saying I'd been talking about Danielle
in PSE... I hadn't... =( which brings me to the last lesson, thank Jesus Christ.
It was PE... I never bring my kit... I never get done anyway so theres no point.. I was stanidng in the court talking to thomas, and Paul and Luke come up to me and start mouthing off at me calling me a fucking stupid idiot that I selfharmED and they were asking to show my scars... I was defending myself and eventually he shut up them tom said my scars were showing and I just told him that I wasn't going to hide them, I just wasn't going to draw attention to them... I don't go around saying I selfharm, I don't wanna be quizzed over it either, It's my life and however I choose to live it it's my choice, I've stopped now but I don't think other people have the rights to mouth off at me for MY choices!!
Sunday, 4 June 2006
Update...
Hmmm, yeah, time to update myspace methinks..
So I'll do that now =)
yushels, anyway I'm pretty bitchy and annoy today/this morning...
Yeah life sucks right now.. time to stay strong eh?
*slapsa Selfs*
Gaaah my mind is fucked up today aswell
ooh (Don't Fear) the reaper, I love that song :D "The seasons don't far the reaper... I think I may be hyper too...
Ooh Gottsa to go update
Toodles =)
Love Teh *Amzifule* Joelie
Friday, 26 May 2006
Heylo
Heya, well.. um I'm Joel and all 
I'm pretty random.... and I'm not much of a blogger but ahwell :p
I'm pretty random.... and I'm not much of a blogger but ahwell :p
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