Well, went to Mia's on Thursday, and we were playing Spin the Bottle, which in my personal opinion can only be fun if it's played properly; alcohol and interesting people, and I'm not being funny, but we're hardly interesting!
So yeah I won't tell you what I found out except that; it cause yet ANOTHER God-damn argument.
ARGH
I'm just so f**king sick of all these petty arguments. I her her I really do, but I can't keep arguing like this...so yeah...maybe I did say 'Theres no point in us talking anymore" but thats not ow I meant it, what I meant... was closer to; "You're moving to Italy, and I'm moving to Japan, and once you go to Italy, I won't even matter to you..." yeah, thats what I meant...I feel so confined right now, like I need space, but I know, I'll just isolate myself more, more, more, more and even more!
I need some purpose to my life, because I need to get out of this annoyingly smothering life...RIGHT NOW!
I've already said it to Naomi, that from now on, my Japanese studies, they're my number one priority, I don't care about school, college and university anymore, sure I'd like to make something of myself, but I'd much rather be away from this terrible village, in this terrible county!
Yeah so pretty ranty. But theres like so much more to just SCREAM about but right now I see no point -_-
Would anyone like to get me sectioned?
