Yah ;)

Today I finally got my internet back! ^_^
Fan-fucking-tastic ^_- but I'm kinda pissed off, I really hate people at school, them intolerable idiots! Grr...

My keyboard is being wank too ¬_¬
Blah, school in a bit, I hope I did okay in that law test -_-
WINTER SOON! ^_^

Random :)))) But yeah, I can't be arsed lying anymore, so... I'll just either not say anything or say 'yes' =/

And, zomgz! My Japanese is going uber well :)
Almost finished with Katakana! =D
(Finally, this learning thingy is a big help ;))
ja..matane ;)

Today

It's raining today, thus it's making me sad... I always get sad when it rains in the morning, and it'll be winter soon, thus me getting all sad and stuff due to the lack  of sun...
Don't get me wrong, Winter is my favourite season, but it also makes me sad, cause it rains constantly and although I do like rain, when it's ALWAYS raining it makes me all upset :(

Someone make it summer again? I think the animals have the right idea with hibernation...

Ohh, and I have a story
On Monday around 1:00 AM my brother found a dog, and then my parents took it to the PDSA in Sheffield, but the dog was put down :(
Poor dog...
But I'm sick of my mum going on about what a "hero" he is...
bah I'm just jealous

Hurray for morning blogs of narky selfpity xD

I have Nightwish's new album and I think the best song is 'The Poet and the Pendulum' it's so sad, and really good, I especially like the soprano in it...

But yeah, adios for now :)

Okay...so

So, I've not blogged for a while now.
So I may as well tell you guys what I've been up to :)
I've recently just finished my History essay on bobbies xD
But seriously it was due in last Wednesday but all is good :)

And I'm gonna download Dark Passion Play when my stupid brother goes to bed...
I wish I could get him on an indictable offence!
And YES! I do know what indictable means :)
Law is quite good, I have this homework:
"Find and article that involves Mag's Court"
and "Find out the age limits on becoming a Mag"
Mag = Magistrate :)

Oh my God, I think that it's gonna turn me into a twat xD
But yeah I had an argument on t'internet which has made me angry at myself because I gave him exactly what he wanted.
But it's nice to know I'm a "traitor" and a "spineless democrat"
...But at least I'm not a stupid cunt sucking up to my government eh?

But yeah rule teh continent :)
Bah I don't care for the continent or the country that much, I'll be moving soon after my graduation if all goes to plan...it's good to have a plan :)
But yeah my Japanese has ground to a stand-still =/
But tomorrow morning I MUST start learning a kanji a day.
I already know the numbers...
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And the months
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Yeah I'll stop boring you now :)
But interestingly, months are obscenely easy...
It's just:
1 moon
2 moon
3 moon
4 moon
ect. :)

OhmyGod! :)

Rawr...just friggin' rawr :)
I have absolutely nothing to blog about! Which is dodgy...well it really isn't cause all my blogs are random.

But aye, this week has been rightly rubbish ¬_¬
Stupid voice, but now it's back, I have to catch up!
Darrnn I shall have to work around the late nights.
Y'see I'm the type of guy, who has unlimited fuel at night, but then like totally burns my resourses in the day!

Stupid huh? :(
Ah well, I rock so piss off or love me :)

I utterly love (+44) again :) they're so great.
So, you're right, Joel is gonna share with ye a song :)

This one is called: "Make You Smile"
It's amazingly sweet; however, it's just a fan video :)



Lyrics:
"The last time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes"
"I said "Hello" but you kept on walking"
"I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway"

"The last time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"The first time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes"
"I said "Hello" but you kept on walking"
"I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ"

"The first time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

"The next time I see you, you'll turn away"
"I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking"
"The next time you see me, I'll turn away"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

I'm pretty excited!

Okay, so there is this religion I'm thinking about, it's called Ásatrú, which is Scandinavian I believe for "Belief in the Gods" and it's based on the beliefs of the Norse Gods, Æsir, and it's a form of Germanic Paganism.

Okay, so I've said before I like the idea of paganism, and I think Ásatrú is the branch for me, I'm looking on  the website right now which is:
http://www.asatru.org tell me what you think.

Although, this will involve learning 1 more language which would be ancient runes...
Their website says I have to learn this:
Know how to carve,
know how to read,
know how to stain,
know how to understand,
know how to ask,
know how to offer,
know how to evoke,
know how to sacrifice.

I mean, I know certain runes... but I'm FAR from fluent lol

And, there are certain holidays that Ástrú have each month.

January - Snowmoon
February - Horning
March - Lenting
April - Ostara
May - Merrymoon
June - Midyear
July - Haymoon
August - Harvest
September - Shedding
October - Hunting
November - Fogmoon
December - Yule

The there is this website:
http://www.asatru-u.org/beginner/asau-beginner-outline.htm

Lol I'm pretty excited =]

Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume (L)

Yeah, I just typed up something really long, then lost it; so, briefly: This is a song by Gakuto Kamui, and without anymore words, I dedicate it to Natalie.



My favourite verse is:
Moshi mo kimi ga nakitai kurai kizu tsuitara
Sonna toki ni wa namida ga kareru made utatte ageru
Which means:
When you're hurt and crying, I'll sing until your tears dry.

Blogging this then bed

As of tomorrow, I'm promised myself that I won't come on-line as much, sorry, but, I have to do this, I really do :(

Just to clarify, I'm going to be practising guitar for about 3-5 hours a day, 1.5-2.5 hours divided between electric and bass.

And before that homework, I'll do the homework on-line you see, I aim to be in bed by like 11:30 PM.

Actually, I've just been thinking I'm going to draw me up a timetable (Sad, I know); but, I really need to organise myself these coming years, and as most of you know, I'm in 3rd set for English, so even though it's going to piss a few people off, I'm going to be typing/speaking proper English, I really need to get a grip of my languages if I'm going to learn them all.

Anyway, I love this song it's called Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume - Gackt, I'll post the lyrics at the end.
But yes, I get home at 4:00 PM - 5:30 PM, that means I have 7:30/6:00 hours free time, which is for my homework, on-line, language study and guitar.

Around an 1 - 2 hours of homework leaving me with 6:30/5:00 hours left.
3 hours of language study, so that'd be 35 minutes-per-language leaving me with 3:30/2:00 hours.
Go off-line at like,9:00 PM/9:30 PM and practice guitar for about 1:30 hour which would make it 10:30 PM/11:00 PM, then go back on-line till 11:30, then go and get ready for bed.

I need to tweak things a little of course, but you all should get the gist.

Anyway, lyrics now:

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The Dream You Chased After - Gackt Camui
(English)
We used to dream nostalgic dreams.
Back then, we were drawn together,
And we shared each other's overflowing loneliness.
"This is what is precious to me"
When I realized that, it was already too late.
The fond memories gone by are all too bright.
But if you should ever be hurt so much you could cry,
Then I will sing for you until your tears run dry.
If this is the dream you want to chase after,
Then don't be scared over getting hurt.
On nights when you shiver, I will hold you tight.
So stop showing me that sad face.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
I still remember it well.
That eternity is not here.
I continued to watch with sad eyes as things disappeared.
"No one would get in a car without breaks," you whispered.
But you were only pretending to be strong, so I just pulled you into my arms.
If this is the dream you want to live,
Then don't cry and sulk.
On nights when you can't sleep, I'll stay with you until you dream.
So don't be so shy.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
Back then, we used to talk of countless dreams.
I know we can't go back to that time, but...
If this is the dream you want to chase after,
Then don't be scared over getting hurt.
On nights when you shiver, I will hold you tight.
So stop showing me that sad face.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
If this is the dream you want to live,
Then don't cry and sulk.
On nights when you can't sleep, I'll stay with you until you dream.
So don't be so shy.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
Show me your smile...

to gomenasai :(

Finally!

Right, I've just given my blog a well deserved refurbish.
I hope people like the new colours, black & green; but, if you don't then, well I really cannot be arsed to changed them, so you'll have to make do, sorry.

As many of you know, I went back to school on Wednesday.
It really was a waste of time though, I had to change my options, I picked history and ICT, history seems pretty good actually, it was funny, I walked in and like everyone looked at me! (I'm so popular )

And as for ICT, I believe I'll have it double period tomorrow, but I need to contact Mrs Bell tomorrow morning before the period.
I just asked Stef about it and apparently I'm in with a load of people from the other half -- Yay for me!
I hate options, it's ruined school for me, I'm in like 2 subjects with my friends, and the rest of the time, I'm stuck between plastics.
Meh, I only have school for another 2 years, I'll just have to grit my teeth and get on with things...

Anyway, first psychology lesson tomorrow, this is the ONLY thing I've looked forward to -- to be perfectly honest.

Bah!

Sayonara

Blah

Right, Hi :)

I'm uber bored, and I've just spent the last half an hour looking at the jobs available in Japan, BAH! It SUCKS! No demand for psychologists, meaning my degree with be void LOL

But another thing is, they all want women!

Pfft evil employers.
But yeah, I've been looking at Tao and Shinto
And I called confirm; I can't make any sense of it xD

Anyway, I like the idea of shinto, where you don't have to openly say you're shinto, and it seems pretty understandable...
Anyway I wanna research a new religion tomorrow, suggestions? :)

watashi wa sui! =/

Right, firstly, let's get this clear; I suck


I've started going through the 'Dark Ages' of my life...Dark Ages being a reference to the Spiritual Darkness of the Middle Ages.
So I have NO idea what I believe in, except that I believe in something, I have no idea.
It'd seem to me that these are my options:

- Paganism
- Shinto
- Buddhism
- New Ageism
- Unitarian Universalism
- Sikhism
- Hinduism
- Liberal Quakers
- Jainism
- Taoism

Which is doing my head in...I said I'm gonna look into these religions, but I'm so forgetful and stupid half the time, so I dunno when I'm gonna get round to it!

And this brings me to a second point; my Japanese is verging near terrible again.
I hardly ever get around to memorising Katakana, even though it's SO easy!
How lame am I?!
I have absolutely no willpower, I love you language, I really do, I also love the country, but no way am I gonna be able to move unless I sort out my act!

Anyway, starting tomorrow, I HAVE to read about Shinto and memorise 5 katakana for me to remember tomorrow.

I'll try to blog more too

But seriously I'm uber sucky these days

I should stop...

I've just been watching NANA, and was thinkin, how much I can relate to Hachi, I mean, we're both dreamers, unlucky in love... agh, watching NANA, it kinda makes me depressed, I hate it, feeling like I'll never make something of my life.

Hachi regularly says stuff like, "They only hang out with me cause I'm Nana's roommate" and I guess thats what my friends kinda make me feel like... "They only hang out with me, cause I like this certain music" or "They're only my friends because I look like this..." and it kinda hurts my pride... I don't wanna be liked for what I look like... I would hate it if people only liked me because I was into a certain band... I continually piss people off... but I really don't mean it...

I want to be liked for my personality... although, I try to be a good person...but it never seems enough.

I do my best to listen to what my friends say... I accept their opinions the best I can, yet it always strikes me... that whenever we have contrasting opinions... I'm always told to leave it...
I don't wanna leave it, I have an argumentative manner, but I try and surpass this...

God, people continually say stuff to be about what I look like, not knowing it hurts me, well, I hope they don't know it hurts me, but I think they reason I get hurt over such trivial things is cause... before I leave the house, I always do my best to look presentable, even though it never feels like it... and then when I actually feel good about myself... thats when they put me down!

And something else which hurts me more than anything is when my friends say stuff like "I'm really poetic" and whenever I'd say that, they'd just laugh...

I guess you could say I'm being overly sensative, but I don't insult their appearance, so they should insult me... even if they do it in a joking manner, it's still not fair.

Ugh another thing I'd like to bring up is that whenever I'm at school I hate having to use a persona, like I don't give a damn, all my friends give a fuck about it making sure that have as much fun at others expense as possible, all they do is laugh and joke around, even when I wanna talk about something serious...

Not that we do EVER talk about something serious!!

Dammit!

The last part will probably be:

Why are people so proud about cutting themselves?!
IT'S NOT SOMETHING TO BE FUCKING PROUD OF!!!

A few week ago... I was talking to Laura and Sam... and out of nowhere... Laura just went "Why did  you cut yourself?" it wasn't fair...she could've at least asked me while I was alone...

Yeah... I did cut myself for a while...I'm definately not proud of it... infact I'm horrified, thats why it shocks me to see people at my school showing them off like trophies... who am I to judge though?

Maybe some of the people who read this, if they read this will realise that I'm talking about them, and then find it unacceptable to say stuff like "Oh...it's that Jap"
and "Go cut yourself"...

Yeah... ~Fin

Waaaah!!

Okay, just thought I'd post a few of my dreams...aspirations...ect.

Okay... this year, and last year, I've wanted to move to Japan...and I'm currently learning Japanese (pretty slowly may I add ), but anyway, my ultimate dream;

1.) Move to Japan, when I can speak Japanese, and can afford to move.

I've always wanted to play guitar (well...not always) but this is going really (and I mean REALLY) slow...I MUST practice;

2.) Must practise guitar more often

Yeah sooooo... two goals for me to achieve before I'm.... 30?

And I'll practise this through the summer...and the rest of my time, like;

Monday - Hiragana
Tuesday - Guitar
Wednesday - Hiragana
Thursday - Guitar
Friday - Hiragana
Saturday - Guitar
Sunday - Hiragana...

Okay, there is 48 hiragana... I've learnt; aiueo, kakikukeko, gagigugego, sashisuseso, zajizuzezo

so thats 25 I've learnt...so I only have...23 to learn!
ARIGATO KAMISAMA!
okay so... I should have Hiragana under my belt within the month... THEN I CAN START KATAKANA!
then it's the same with katakana... will take a month... and after katakana I can start JLPT 4 =D KANJI HERE I COME!

Miserable Weather :(

So I woke up 17 minutes ago (5:00) and heard the rain...after spending about 2 hours yesterday straightening it, it's just gonna curl.

I HATE ENGLISH WEATHER

It needs to fuck off....seriously I'm very annoyed now.


See if Avril can cheer me up

Roar-de-roar :)

Hey guys, I figured I haven't blogs in a while, so I will now.
Well, went to Mia's on Thursday, and we were playing Spin the Bottle, which in my personal opinion can only be fun if it's played properly; alcohol and interesting people, and I'm not being funny, but we're hardly interesting!

So yeah I won't tell you what I found out except that; it cause yet ANOTHER God-damn argument.

ARGH

I'm just so f**king sick of all these petty arguments. I her her I really do, but I can't keep arguing like this...so yeah...maybe I did say 'Theres no point in us talking anymore" but thats not ow I meant it, what I meant... was closer to; "You're moving to Italy, and I'm moving to Japan, and once you go to Italy, I won't even matter to you..." yeah, thats what I meant...

I feel so confined right now, like I need space, but I know, I'll just isolate myself more, more, more, more and even more!

I need some purpose to my life, because I need to get out of this annoyingly smothering life...RIGHT NOW!
I've already said it to Naomi, that from now on, my Japanese studies, they're my number one priority, I don't care about school, college and university anymore, sure I'd like to make something of myself, but I'd much rather be away from this terrible village, in this terrible county!

Yeah so pretty ranty. But theres like so much more to just SCREAM about but right now I see no point -_-

Would anyone like to get me sectioned?

Ughh

I should sleep, but need to wait untill 'rents get in.

This weekend sucked, seriously:
The computer died *cries*
All my stuff gone -_-
Managed to salvage as much as possible, but onward I march *rolleyes*

Nihongo, Musak, Updates, LoL and the rest :)

Right so it's 12:12pm as I start typing 
And I MUST do these jobs:
1.) Tidy up while parents are working
2.) Change this God-awful track Etiainen into something heavier
(Tarja's moaning is doing my head-in y'see, this track is better, Your Love is not Enough - MSP)
3.) Start refurbishment on my blog & profile
4.) Learn 5 new Hiragana/Katakana glyths.
5.) Eat something

I'll tidy up later....track changed...updates can wait while I collect ideas...4...can wait....c 5 can wait, I need another shower on account of me getting glue all over my arms


Schlaterz
-Jip

What Sam Said...

Blargh says (5:30 PM):
basic animal needs.. territory.. food and water.. and a mate.. tom has done the food and water bit.. kinda went overboard there.. so now hes looking for a mate.. unfortunetly bless his lil cotton socks uve beat him too it.. but hes not going down without a fight.. but he will back off eventually and return to his biggest need.. feeding..

lmfao, made me laugh =D

My Day =O

Konnichiwa,
Today was great aye, me and mia went to the field to throw something into the far, far faraway =].
Then we went to collect Lucy who'd by that time had come to us. So we walked around the field just randomly, and we went to the top of Ardsley Quarry, it was so pretty!
And after that we walked around the fields some more and Luce got terrified about people stalking us and this rabbit jumped up out of the scrub :-)
Then we walked toward Hangman Woods and Luce was all "It's not called that!" and I said, "It is!" she was really scared =[ and me and Mia walked into the woods looking for the noose, and Luce spotted this guy and we started to leg it!
We were all terrified x-D
After that we saw him leave with his dog so me and mia walked toward the wood, and I saw the noose, and Lucy was scared by this time again.
So we went back to Mia's and her mum were making Italian coffee for us =] needless to say; I put too much sugar in it and it tasted like treacle :-(
But it was still nice, and then I had a milky coffee :-D (I like them)
Lucy gave us some Brandy to put into the coffee, it actually tasted okay in coffee...
Then we returned to the field and went back to the quarry, and we met this bloke we're calling Quarry Dude, and we were all shouting across the quarry to him, and then we vandalised the crops and returned to mia's house, then went back futher towards the other quarry and I made them come down this private footpath with me and we bumped into some chavs *gulp* Lucy were nearly crying :-(
and we finally built up the courages and quickly walked past them and we were safe =] and then we played with balls ;-)

=]

School was fun today, Tom was talking utter bollocks in PE, if ever theres someone more boring than me, it's Tom.
Then we were annoying misa and lottie in music =D
Mia scratched lotties arm mwhaha and we sat with Zack & Hannah & Dani and they were saying stuff about misa and lottie like "She wouldn't need a parachute if she fell out of a plane!" t'was fucking hillaurious, and me and mia can't do mozart =/

For mariia

Hey y'all
I'm only really blogging cause mia is making me.
but anyway, I'm editing Memoirs of a Geisha, fixing spelling errors ect.
How exciting my life is (!)

Anyway I'm bored =[

I'm a moron

I've been saying:
"You've gotta come visit in spring and we'll go eat shaved ice! And I'll take you to Gion and we'll get drunk on sake!"

In reality, we'll never even see each other again will we?
It's the truth, we'll be on the opposite side of the world from each other, we couldn't be futher away.

I'm never gonna be with the person I love, ever, I'll be able to be friends with you for 4-10 year and then thats it, I'll be alone, well not alone, but I'll be empty.
And whats the point in loving, when it hurts you so much.

Cause right now it's hurting more than anything in the world, I hate love.
It's killing me...

=]

When Mia moves to Italy I'm gonna cry when I get told =]
And then I'm gonna phone her and then I'll cry and make her cry and we won't be able to talk cause I'll just cry :)

And when I move to Kyoto I'm gonna ring her and cry again =D
And then when I get my phone bill I'll cry !

Sparked my interest

Last night, I was on Yahoo answers and I saw a question, it asks "Why are we scared of death?"

It's actually a sane question, which I broke down into three parts:
Where we die
For instance, people would feel better dying at home, rather than on a street desperating searching for aid, or some people would rather die in a hospital, thus being alone, and not having loved ones see them suffer.

When we die
This refers to the time in our life, some people want to die in their old age, where as some people fear growing old and would then prefer to die young.
However this may also be down the regret, or rather, fear we haven't achieved everything we truly want to, thus dying unsatisfied.

How we die
This is perhaps the factor which effects us the most, death by suicide may seem a fearless option, but let me take suicide by cutting the wrists, there would always be the piercing pain of the skin being torn that deep, and then the blood would appear striking fear into that person. Most people would rather die in their sleep, or die painlessly

Thus concluding an answer the Why we fear death.

Anyway, this morning I feel really down...
And people could say I have an easy life...
Not feeling sorry for myself but I don't have it THAT easy.

Yeah, yeah I'm still alive, for that I'm grateful -_-
But I know I don't have it that bad, but still
We're all selfish in that aspect, anyway
I'm very lucky...
But for instance;
Me and my brother look nothing like, and it is partially to do with these facts:
I'm short and dark, he's tall and dark, plus out of my siblings, I'm the least good-looking, so I wasn't blessed with looks, so what you might ask, how does this affect you?
Well the answer to that would be, when picking pictures for things like forums, msn and myspace, none of my pictures are full face, whereas all the photos I've seen of my brother and sister are, but whenever I take a full face photo I always look ugly, too spotty, too pale ect.

The world is full of good-looking people, even muscians are really look orientated, this sorta stuff makes you feel self concoius in the most stupid ways, I can't walk down the street without acting nervous.

Many of the people I know from school are good looking and I feel grotesque next to some of these people...

Yeah thats the end of my rant ...

Haha my dad is ****

T'was hysterical!!
I just walked down the stairs and Saw my dad hear me come down, panic then make an effort to kill the computer, of course he didn't turn it off in time, jerk

I have mental scars forever now!

T'was funny I went "Why did you just turn the computer off?" to which he replied
"It was't working...." I looked at him, gave him one of them head-to-toe looks and said; "Are you sure?"
t;was funny  =P

and now now he's telling me that we should download films and sell them, do the idiot know it's easier to get caught like that?

I have to ask

Uugh, did you even care about me? or when I was upset, did you just ask what wrong wrong because it was expected of you?

Bloggings of a Fictional Character PT 2

Hey again, it's Joeru =]

It's 4 in the morning over in Kyoto, and my alarm clock went off early.
Anyway, I'm going to tell you about my family:
My dad is 43 and comes from Fukoyoka, and he speaks Chinese, Korean, Japanese and English, he has the same hair as me and from a distance looks like a Anime character(!)
His parents are the typical Japanese, alive during The Halocaust, although neither of them were a part OF the war, I believe that my Grand-Mother once lived in an Okiya, but ran away, they both now live near Mount Fuji.
My mother is English, although she has adapted to being in Japan well, the only features that tell her apart is her face!
She is overly fond of Kimonos, yet she says she could never wear a full Kimono.
Which is understandable, anyway, her natural hair colour is a flaxen sort of colour, however, she dyes her hair black and has her eyebrows tinted, she speaks English, Italian and German.
My brother is 10 and is the second person in our family who speaks Japanese, I'm currently learning Japanese..]

Thats my familt for you =]

My thoughts on Monday's Events

Okay I'd  like to say I knew nothing about this untill Tuesday!

Well the thing that strikes me the most about this event is that people seem to think it's the first time this has ever happened!
Some notable ones are:
Columbine High School Massacre:
Where - Littleton, Colorado
When - April 20th, 2002
Fatalities - 15

Beslan School Hostage Crisis:
Where - Beslan, Russia
When - September 1st, 2004
Fatalities - 396

So, yeah as you can see; not the first!
I feel that the Beslan one is the worst by far, they were little kids tbh, and THREE-HUNDRED-AND-NINE people were killed!
The one in Columbine, was triggered by jocks bullying people prone to depression.

Anyway, this is going to be the last, and my God, after what 40-or-so shootings (and they're just famous ones(!)) You would've thought that goverments would ensure that nothing like this forty tradgedys could ever happen again right? Well - thats further from the truth, in television, films and music, they all encourage bullying to a certain extent, If you can beat someone up, surely the person is driven by such unnatural rage that they could kill somebody!

Plus people could be suprised when they bully someone of unstable mind with mental illness such as Clinical Depression or Scitzophrenia, just to name two.

If anyone is to blame really... we all are, who can deny they've felt like murdering someone, hated a certain type of people (e.g., race or beliefs)? I think we all are guilty of racism to a certain extent...

Just a note to let you think about; how can we abolish crime, if we unbeknownst to us are commiting crimes each and everyday...?

Such as:
Littering, theft, racism, predudice...

Bloggings of a Fictional character

Ayye, doing this to boost creativitey when writing =]

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Hey, my name is Joeru, and I live in Kyoto, of course, Joeru is only the romaji version of my name, but seeing as many computers can't handle Katahana and Kanji script, I'll just use romaji. =]

Anyway, seeing as I was born in Tokyo, it seems rather odd I can only say certain things in Japanese, I think it's strange too, well I went to an English speaking school, I went to a Chugakko in Tokyo, but then after we moved to Kyoto, I obviously had to move to another school I'm now in my second year of Kokogakko, which isn't compulsory, but I want to take education to the max =]

Chugakko is lower Secondary school and Kokogakko is Higher secondary school, Kokogakko covers years 7-9, and Koko covers 10 to 12, so that makes me 16.

Sometimes going to Kokogakko can really SUCK, but fortunately my school doesn't set curfews or dress codes =D

Anyway, when I graduate from here I have to move back to Tokyo, because I'm going to Tokyo University.

Anyway, I'm average height and weight and I have long-ish black hair (My hair is from the Japanese side of my family) and dark borwn eyes, you wouldn't know I was Japanese to look at, but my english is with a japanese accent.

Anyway, in my spare time, I do my homework (we get lots) and I walking around the different Districts of Kyoto especially the Gion district.
Let me tell you about the Gion Kobu is a Geiko district, this famed district, you can see all the beautiful Geisha and Maiko's =]
They're all so elegant and graceful, but once me and my friend Sakura were sat on some steps in Kobu and we we're just watching all the Geisha pass us by, we laughed so much when one of the Maiko tripped after chasing after her Older Sister! Of course, she didn't think it was funny, nor did her Older Sister, strange thing though, they actually looked alike!

Anyway, let me tell you about Sakura, well she's the same age as me, and she's really pretty, she can speak Japanese, English and Korean fluently, she is also training to become a Geiko, which means she's maiko =]
Anyway, her being a Maiko kind of sucks...
But it's pretty cool anyway, anyway, I have to go get ready for school!
My teacher plans the kill me if I'm late to class again!

Ohmybored =[

uugghhh, I'm bored lol
Propa woke up too early =[
Urrgh, I haaaate school, for obvious, and not so obvious reasons

I need coffee, =]
Anywaayyzz I need something to do
*clicks Stumble!*
Ooh, I've been looking up insults in other languages =]
I'm a geek
*!'|../|  4  G33|<

Yeah, laterz

UPDATE - I actually meant to ask, does anyone know anyway of gaining weight without overeating junk?

She has a gun to my head!!!

Lol, well not really.

Eei, today was fun, I saw Leah uuh... yeah anyway, went Mia's then we went skating. =]
T'was fun, then we talked about ghosts and random crap then we kicked a ball about xD.

Y'anyway, I dedicate this blog to Mia, because without her nagging, I probably wouldn't be typing a load of words xD

School in 2 days!! =[ lol it seems it's been Easter for yonks =]

I looooove Transylvania =] It rocks, best song on the album tbh.

My god!

Okay, firstly I'd like to say:

I'm the happiest I've been since 2006, yeah, and I think people shouldn't be so selfish as'to try and argue with me by making someone copy&paste.

So, for your information,I'm gonna rise above it, yeah you hate me, I don't know what I've done to warrant that, but if your going to say something about me, don't be a bloody coward and slag me off to my friends, have the decency to talk to me before you go shooting off, I deserved at least a small amount of decorum.

I've Tasted Blood, And I Want MORE!

Ha! I have, and I do =]

Touch-a Touch-a Touch Me, I Wanna Be Dirty

Aye I love that song =]
How can anyone say that film isn't sexy!!
It so fucking is =]
EEE!
I have to blog lyrics =]

My Favourite Songs [IOA]:
Science Fiction/Double Feature
Singers: Riff Raff

Dammit, Janet
Singers: Brad, Janet

Over At The Frankenstein Place
Singers: Janet, Brad, Riff Raff

The Time Warp
Singers: Riff Raff, Magenta, Criminologist, Translyvanians, Columbia

Sweet Transvestite
Singers: Frank-N-Furter, Brad, Columbia, Riff Raff

The Sword Of Damocles
Singers: Rocky, Frank-N-Furter, Translyvanians

Hot Patootie - Bless My Soul
Singers: Eddie

Touch-A Touch-A Touch Me
Singers: Janet, Columbia & Magenta

Eddie's Teddy
Singers: Dr Scott, Frank-N-Furter, Janet

Planet, Schmanet, Janet
Singers: Frank-N-Furter, Janet, Brad, Dr Scott

The Floor Show Part 1: Rose Tints My World
Singers: Columbia, Rocky, Brad, Janet

The Complete Cast =]
Janet Weiss - Susan Sarandon
(A Heroine)

Brad Majors - Barry Bostwick
(A Hero)

Criminologist - Charles Gray
(The Narrator)

Riff Raff - Richard O'Brien
(A Handyman)

Magenta - Patricia Quinn
(A Domestic Servant)

Columbia - Little Nell
(A Groupie)

Frank N. Furter - Tim Curry
(The Master)

Rocky Horror - Peter Hinwood
(A Creation)

Eddie - Meat Loaf
(A Delivery Boy)

Dr. Everett Scott - Johnathon Adams
(A Science Teacher, and German Goverment Scientist)

Thats all for now =]

Accrostic

S - Swarms of colour flood the earth
U - Underwater glistens colours so sublime
N - New romantics watch the sun, as it glows on their lovers skin
R - Rise and shine as the cockrels crow, screaming out their mighty roar
I - Indesicion in the air, the alarm clock rings giving off a scare
S - Showers flood the tiled floor, the drain of to the sewage core
E - Every morning that passes by the sunrise is quite a high

There ya go =]
My acrostic poem =]
Enjoy!

Moorning =]

This blog is inspired by Mia.

Well today has been good so far =]
Been up since 3pm yesterday! Me and Mia have pulled an all nighter xD

As sunrise appears beyond the drowzy horizon
As the nation wakes up a million screaming clocks
Getting up to face another day, another con
Another day, another day, leading to another knock

As the sun sets, everybody forgets they events of their day
At least they try, to cast away the nightmare of reality
As the clock strikes 12 many people pray
For strength for enough callousy...

To face another day


Aye crappy I know, reviews please?

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According to my sister, I'm cold-hearted


Wikipedia says that this means:

Adjective

cold-hearted

1. Without sympathy, feeling or compassion; callous or heartless
   
   Pleasant huh?

Rawr! Lynch me! Rawr!

This morning I woke up at 3:00, I've felt sick since I woke, I've downloaded a song by Trivium, it's totally sweet, and makes me feel all sad.

I just wanna be feck lynched, I'm feeling totally depressed, mind you I'm not depressed, I just feel like it.

Incase you didn't yet know:
Yes I am single, yes it does suck, yes I am upset. It may not seem like I am upset, but I just don't show it.

And yes; something has changed, I'm not going to tell hardly anyone though, because even when I say: "Don't say anything" before I know it my buisiness is all around the school, and when people scream my secrets over the class it doesn't help.

I reeeally want to move schools, I hate Foulstone, it makes me feel so lonely.

Anyway, I'm going to get off now, make my weekend worthwhile -_-

My thoughts on today

Today sucked.
I feel like I'm gonna cry, I feel like screaming as loud as I can, or punching a brick wall or something!
Well, I'm single, because...Oh, fuck knows

And my mum and dad have just been arguing, about drink again!
Suprise su-fucking-prise!

I hate living here =[

Video for Nat ^_^

enjoy my spazzyness ^_^;

Vie freaking sucks

God!! Why the fuck does life have to fucking suck so much all the time =[

It sucks 'cause I REALLY need to talk but then when people tell me to talk, then I can't cause, well I just can't

 

I'm so pissed off =[

Todays the day =]

I meet Nat!!!
I'm so excited, and not nervous =]
I've been getting ready most of the morning xD
But I can't wait! =D

Love Joel

Good Morning =]

Hey,

Today I feel good. =]
I have a feeling that a new Lonely Girl episode will be added tonight...
And anyway, I woke up early today, cause I have stuff to do, and to be honest, I was too exited to sleep, I've just shaved -_- and used lots of spot serum. -_-

I have a big of bad news -_- I have an infection in my piercing, but that is getting sorted.
I felt something was wrong cause there was a lump on the back of my ear -_- Mom has identified it as a spot, and it popped when I took my stud out...bummer -_- that means more salt water!

Anyway, I'm gonna clog my skin with organic skin products after I have a shower...I might actually take a bath, at acht in der morgen =] [Deutsch für 8:00 am]

I can't play Black and White -_- it's far too hard! I've decide also, that this is going to be my last random blog on myspace for a few weeks, and I'll no longer use myspace as a boredom relief, I shall be practising guitar =].

I've just got a new guitar as well, it's an Electric Classical guitar my collection is now almost complete cause I have:
Acoustic Guitar
Electric Rock Guitar
Bass Guitar
Electric Classical Guitar
I'm having to get use to playing the classical guitar properly I keep feeling the urge to have it on my right knee... as they say down the left hand path lol.

Also, I would like wish people a happy new year =] and that I hope you do well in your resolutions =]

Also, on a penultimate note I've noticed my teeth are looking much whiter than they normally did, ^_^ It's odd too cause I've been using the same stuff for like yonks, and now they sudden;y whiten over night! Lol I'm a living wonder -_-.

And the final note I promise you, I'm going to find some tutorials from Paint Shop Pro, if anyone could offer advice they would be MUCH oblidged =]

Joel

P.S. I don't know why but I'm not playing any music -_-
Wonders never cease

Dorkness Prevails =]