Nosferatu

It's Half 7, and I'm bored and I've just watched Nosferatu eine Symphonie des Grauens.
It wasn't the best...
I wasn't scared at all! =[
I think that the ending was slightly random...
Nosferatu moved cool and the seen where he goes up them stairs!
I must have seen that part like 10 times, it was so well done that portion.
It wasn't bad to say it was made in 1922...
But the character names freaking sucked
I mean Thomas Huller instead of Jonathon?!
And Ellen instead of Mina!
But I understand why they had to change the names though...
It's okay though.

"The master is dead...!"

My desicion

Yeah, I'm sat here in the dark just thinking for countless hours and I'm listening to this song over and over.
I've come to a very important decision...
I fucking love her so much...
I don't actually know how to put my emotions for her into words...
Whenever I talk to her, I can't help but have an overwhelming feeling of...
Its not an emotion more of a gut feeling, that she's the one...
I can't help but pray that she was here with me.
When she's upset, I feel so deep into despair, and when she's happy I'm totally ecstatic...
I never was able to keep my emotions in check and now they're all over.
She is the most beautiful person I've seen, both physical and mentally...
I know that no matter home much I pray, whatever I know she'll not just get here...
But that's okay, cause as long as I'm with her I feel I can do anything.
I'd gladly die for this person, It makes me laugh, she thinks she loves me more, but she has no idea...
And now that I'm alone, I can't fucking sleep... I've totally lost my willpower and motivation.
Whenever she's not around I feel overwhelmed with depression and I know that as soon as her screen-name comes up, I'm happy.
To be truthful it's extraordinary, no-one has ever made me feel so happy.
Apart for a few other people she's the only reason I go on msn...
God, no-one has any idea what I'd give to be with her......I don't know what I'd do without, I know I couldn't live without her radiant personality.

We've been through a lot together, and each time the sun rises, I love her more.
I know this probably sounds stupid, but it's all true, I so fucking grateful to them two people...even though I don't get on with one of them, I really do thank the with my whole heart, because without the two people I wouldn't have ever met her...
Just thinking about life without her fills me with dread...

I can truly say that I'm the luckiest person alive.
And I fucking love her so much it hurts...

And my decision is that no matter what happens between us.

I'm determined not to screw up this.

I can't wait until January…

Cartoon Network Song

Lmao, I was just watching the CNS and it's hillaurious!

Trucker: So, where do you get the hair from?
Amy: My Roots...

Scene 2
Trucker: Your so cute I could eat you!
Amy: Whoa! Now thats just freaky!
*Amy backs away worriedly*

Amy Lee is just SO cute!!!
Sigh...I could just eat her up...

Ugggghh

Hey,
God I don't feel well =[
'You poor, sweet, innocent thing'
I love this song, sad meaning though...
my eyes kill =]

New Poetry

Lithium
The summers light
It has been devoured by the fall
And these thick black clouds
The are crying acid tears

Chorus:
So dose me up on Lithium
'Cause I can't stand it anymore
Give me my overdose of Lithium
My favourite drug

The days are much more colder
Without your radiant smile
And now I've lost your gentle touch

Chorus

My mind is vaccant and useless
No way to find my love
Among the deep dark waters
And up in the castles of the skies

Chorus

Now...I won't ask once more
Give me my lithium
My overdose...
Of Lithium...
[REPEAT]
© J.Cartwright 2006

I wrote that song at the bus, along with the first verson My Emo Cloud [unfinished]
tell me what yoo think guys =]

Dinner!

Today was f**king HILLAURIOUS!
Mia and Misa can testify.
1.) At dinner Leah came and sat wih us, we were all like *Ack!*
2.) God! It's like Niagra Falls sometimes ain't it just Mia?
3.) Misa was hiding her yogurt thingy when the top fell off, and Leah really went Pycho on eveyone
4.) I goes: "Leah will you go out with Fraiser?" and she went sick
and last but NOT least 5.) The race to sit next to Mia!

I'm back BITCHES

WOO Your Lord, God And Master IS BACK!
comment =)