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According to my sister, I'm cold-hearted


Wikipedia says that this means:

Adjective

cold-hearted

1. Without sympathy, feeling or compassion; callous or heartless
   
   Pleasant huh?

Rawr! Lynch me! Rawr!

This morning I woke up at 3:00, I've felt sick since I woke, I've downloaded a song by Trivium, it's totally sweet, and makes me feel all sad.

I just wanna be feck lynched, I'm feeling totally depressed, mind you I'm not depressed, I just feel like it.

Incase you didn't yet know:
Yes I am single, yes it does suck, yes I am upset. It may not seem like I am upset, but I just don't show it.

And yes; something has changed, I'm not going to tell hardly anyone though, because even when I say: "Don't say anything" before I know it my buisiness is all around the school, and when people scream my secrets over the class it doesn't help.

I reeeally want to move schools, I hate Foulstone, it makes me feel so lonely.

Anyway, I'm going to get off now, make my weekend worthwhile -_-

My thoughts on today

Today sucked.
I feel like I'm gonna cry, I feel like screaming as loud as I can, or punching a brick wall or something!
Well, I'm single, because...Oh, fuck knows

And my mum and dad have just been arguing, about drink again!
Suprise su-fucking-prise!

I hate living here =[

Video for Nat ^_^

enjoy my spazzyness ^_^;

Vie freaking sucks

God!! Why the fuck does life have to fucking suck so much all the time =[

It sucks 'cause I REALLY need to talk but then when people tell me to talk, then I can't cause, well I just can't

 

I'm so pissed off =[

Todays the day =]

I meet Nat!!!
I'm so excited, and not nervous =]
I've been getting ready most of the morning xD
But I can't wait! =D

Love Joel

Good Morning =]

Hey,

Today I feel good. =]
I have a feeling that a new Lonely Girl episode will be added tonight...
And anyway, I woke up early today, cause I have stuff to do, and to be honest, I was too exited to sleep, I've just shaved -_- and used lots of spot serum. -_-

I have a big of bad news -_- I have an infection in my piercing, but that is getting sorted.
I felt something was wrong cause there was a lump on the back of my ear -_- Mom has identified it as a spot, and it popped when I took my stud out...bummer -_- that means more salt water!

Anyway, I'm gonna clog my skin with organic skin products after I have a shower...I might actually take a bath, at acht in der morgen =] [Deutsch für 8:00 am]

I can't play Black and White -_- it's far too hard! I've decide also, that this is going to be my last random blog on myspace for a few weeks, and I'll no longer use myspace as a boredom relief, I shall be practising guitar =].

I've just got a new guitar as well, it's an Electric Classical guitar my collection is now almost complete cause I have:
Acoustic Guitar
Electric Rock Guitar
Bass Guitar
Electric Classical Guitar
I'm having to get use to playing the classical guitar properly I keep feeling the urge to have it on my right knee... as they say down the left hand path lol.

Also, I would like wish people a happy new year =] and that I hope you do well in your resolutions =]

Also, on a penultimate note I've noticed my teeth are looking much whiter than they normally did, ^_^ It's odd too cause I've been using the same stuff for like yonks, and now they sudden;y whiten over night! Lol I'm a living wonder -_-.

And the final note I promise you, I'm going to find some tutorials from Paint Shop Pro, if anyone could offer advice they would be MUCH oblidged =]

Joel

P.S. I don't know why but I'm not playing any music -_-
Wonders never cease

Dorkness Prevails =]