Yah ;)

Today I finally got my internet back! ^_^
Fan-fucking-tastic ^_- but I'm kinda pissed off, I really hate people at school, them intolerable idiots! Grr...

My keyboard is being wank too ¬_¬
Blah, school in a bit, I hope I did okay in that law test -_-
WINTER SOON! ^_^

Random :)))) But yeah, I can't be arsed lying anymore, so... I'll just either not say anything or say 'yes' =/

And, zomgz! My Japanese is going uber well :)
Almost finished with Katakana! =D
(Finally, this learning thingy is a big help ;))
ja..matane ;)

Today

It's raining today, thus it's making me sad... I always get sad when it rains in the morning, and it'll be winter soon, thus me getting all sad and stuff due to the lack  of sun...
Don't get me wrong, Winter is my favourite season, but it also makes me sad, cause it rains constantly and although I do like rain, when it's ALWAYS raining it makes me all upset :(

Someone make it summer again? I think the animals have the right idea with hibernation...

Ohh, and I have a story
On Monday around 1:00 AM my brother found a dog, and then my parents took it to the PDSA in Sheffield, but the dog was put down :(
Poor dog...
But I'm sick of my mum going on about what a "hero" he is...
bah I'm just jealous

Hurray for morning blogs of narky selfpity xD

I have Nightwish's new album and I think the best song is 'The Poet and the Pendulum' it's so sad, and really good, I especially like the soprano in it...

But yeah, adios for now :)

Okay...so

So, I've not blogged for a while now.
So I may as well tell you guys what I've been up to :)
I've recently just finished my History essay on bobbies xD
But seriously it was due in last Wednesday but all is good :)

And I'm gonna download Dark Passion Play when my stupid brother goes to bed...
I wish I could get him on an indictable offence!
And YES! I do know what indictable means :)
Law is quite good, I have this homework:
"Find and article that involves Mag's Court"
and "Find out the age limits on becoming a Mag"
Mag = Magistrate :)

Oh my God, I think that it's gonna turn me into a twat xD
But yeah I had an argument on t'internet which has made me angry at myself because I gave him exactly what he wanted.
But it's nice to know I'm a "traitor" and a "spineless democrat"
...But at least I'm not a stupid cunt sucking up to my government eh?

But yeah rule teh continent :)
Bah I don't care for the continent or the country that much, I'll be moving soon after my graduation if all goes to plan...it's good to have a plan :)
But yeah my Japanese has ground to a stand-still =/
But tomorrow morning I MUST start learning a kanji a day.
I already know the numbers...
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And the months
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Yeah I'll stop boring you now :)
But interestingly, months are obscenely easy...
It's just:
1 moon
2 moon
3 moon
4 moon
ect. :)

OhmyGod! :)

Rawr...just friggin' rawr :)
I have absolutely nothing to blog about! Which is dodgy...well it really isn't cause all my blogs are random.

But aye, this week has been rightly rubbish ¬_¬
Stupid voice, but now it's back, I have to catch up!
Darrnn I shall have to work around the late nights.
Y'see I'm the type of guy, who has unlimited fuel at night, but then like totally burns my resourses in the day!

Stupid huh? :(
Ah well, I rock so piss off or love me :)

I utterly love (+44) again :) they're so great.
So, you're right, Joel is gonna share with ye a song :)

This one is called: "Make You Smile"
It's amazingly sweet; however, it's just a fan video :)



Lyrics:
"The last time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes"
"I said "Hello" but you kept on walking"
"I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway"

"The last time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"The first time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes"
"I said "Hello" but you kept on walking"
"I'm going deaf from the sound of the DJ"

"The first time I saw you, you turned away"
"I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

"The next time I see you, you'll turn away"
"I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking"
"The next time you see me, I'll turn away"
"Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?"
"I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

"I don't, don't wanna take you home"
"Please don't, don't make me sleep alone"
"If I could, I'd only want to make you smile"
"If you were to stay with me a while"

I'm pretty excited!

Okay, so there is this religion I'm thinking about, it's called Ásatrú, which is Scandinavian I believe for "Belief in the Gods" and it's based on the beliefs of the Norse Gods, Æsir, and it's a form of Germanic Paganism.

Okay, so I've said before I like the idea of paganism, and I think Ásatrú is the branch for me, I'm looking on  the website right now which is:
http://www.asatru.org tell me what you think.

Although, this will involve learning 1 more language which would be ancient runes...
Their website says I have to learn this:
Know how to carve,
know how to read,
know how to stain,
know how to understand,
know how to ask,
know how to offer,
know how to evoke,
know how to sacrifice.

I mean, I know certain runes... but I'm FAR from fluent lol

And, there are certain holidays that Ástrú have each month.

January - Snowmoon
February - Horning
March - Lenting
April - Ostara
May - Merrymoon
June - Midyear
July - Haymoon
August - Harvest
September - Shedding
October - Hunting
November - Fogmoon
December - Yule

The there is this website:
http://www.asatru-u.org/beginner/asau-beginner-outline.htm

Lol I'm pretty excited =]

Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume (L)

Yeah, I just typed up something really long, then lost it; so, briefly: This is a song by Gakuto Kamui, and without anymore words, I dedicate it to Natalie.



My favourite verse is:
Moshi mo kimi ga nakitai kurai kizu tsuitara
Sonna toki ni wa namida ga kareru made utatte ageru
Which means:
When you're hurt and crying, I'll sing until your tears dry.

Blogging this then bed

As of tomorrow, I'm promised myself that I won't come on-line as much, sorry, but, I have to do this, I really do :(

Just to clarify, I'm going to be practising guitar for about 3-5 hours a day, 1.5-2.5 hours divided between electric and bass.

And before that homework, I'll do the homework on-line you see, I aim to be in bed by like 11:30 PM.

Actually, I've just been thinking I'm going to draw me up a timetable (Sad, I know); but, I really need to organise myself these coming years, and as most of you know, I'm in 3rd set for English, so even though it's going to piss a few people off, I'm going to be typing/speaking proper English, I really need to get a grip of my languages if I'm going to learn them all.

Anyway, I love this song it's called Kimi ga Oikaketa Yume - Gackt, I'll post the lyrics at the end.
But yes, I get home at 4:00 PM - 5:30 PM, that means I have 7:30/6:00 hours free time, which is for my homework, on-line, language study and guitar.

Around an 1 - 2 hours of homework leaving me with 6:30/5:00 hours left.
3 hours of language study, so that'd be 35 minutes-per-language leaving me with 3:30/2:00 hours.
Go off-line at like,9:00 PM/9:30 PM and practice guitar for about 1:30 hour which would make it 10:30 PM/11:00 PM, then go back on-line till 11:30, then go and get ready for bed.

I need to tweak things a little of course, but you all should get the gist.

Anyway, lyrics now:

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The Dream You Chased After - Gackt Camui
(English)
We used to dream nostalgic dreams.
Back then, we were drawn together,
And we shared each other's overflowing loneliness.
"This is what is precious to me"
When I realized that, it was already too late.
The fond memories gone by are all too bright.
But if you should ever be hurt so much you could cry,
Then I will sing for you until your tears run dry.
If this is the dream you want to chase after,
Then don't be scared over getting hurt.
On nights when you shiver, I will hold you tight.
So stop showing me that sad face.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
I still remember it well.
That eternity is not here.
I continued to watch with sad eyes as things disappeared.
"No one would get in a car without breaks," you whispered.
But you were only pretending to be strong, so I just pulled you into my arms.
If this is the dream you want to live,
Then don't cry and sulk.
On nights when you can't sleep, I'll stay with you until you dream.
So don't be so shy.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
Back then, we used to talk of countless dreams.
I know we can't go back to that time, but...
If this is the dream you want to chase after,
Then don't be scared over getting hurt.
On nights when you shiver, I will hold you tight.
So stop showing me that sad face.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
If this is the dream you want to live,
Then don't cry and sulk.
On nights when you can't sleep, I'll stay with you until you dream.
So don't be so shy.
Please show me your smile.
Your smile is so dear to me and more beautiful than anyone's.
Show me your smile...

to gomenasai :(